Imagine my surprise when I went into Berenger’s office on Friday afternoon for our regular weekly meeting, and watched him swivel his big leather chair around for him to face me, like he did every time, only to find it wasn’t him sitting in it.
The same immaculate suit, the same cornflower blue tie, the same gold cufflinks, but instead of my boss, the suit was being worn by someone else.
I knew it was him, just as you know in dreams someone you’ve never seen before.
He was beautiful; his skin was perfect beneath his 5 o’clock shadow and he smiled at me showing rows of impossibly perfect white teeth. I was completely charmed and completely terrified.
“Don’t be afraid,” he said, placing his hands palm-down on the mahogany of Berenger’s desk. “I’m not here to harm you.”
“What… what.. what… do you want?” was all I could stammer.
“It is not about what I want,” Satan said, his voice smooth as silk. “It’s about what you want. And I know what you want.”
I swallowed. “You do?”
“You want her to die, don’t you? You wish she was dead, I know you do. You’ve wished it ever since that week you spent together in Cuba for your 20th. Well, my friend, I can make it happen. Do you want it to happen? Are you ready to make a deal with The Devil?” He chuckled at his own joke and grinned. He was beautiful.
“What’s the catch?” I said. “There’s got to be a catch.”
“You have to watch,” he said, still grinning. “That’s the catch.”
I swallowed again, hard. I thought about it. “Ok,” I said. “I will.”
“Do we have a deal?” Lucifer said, extending his hand.
“Deal.” I shook. His hand was as soft as a baby’s skin and warmer than a hand should be.
I knew there would be a catch. I should have known never to make a deal with the devil.
She’s dead, that bitch, and that’s what I always wanted, and now I’m free. But I had to watch her die. Every day I watch her die. Every time I fall asleep. Every time I close my eyes, even for a second, I see her terrified face and the blood and her wide eyes screaming WHY
When I went back into Berenger’s office again on Monday, it was empty.